Today’s flash fiction was inspired by one of my favorite Mumford and Sons songs, Ghosts That We Knew. Here’s the song if you want to have a listen, and here are the lyrics.
The late evening sun sank lower, barely peering through the treeline as I sat next to the pile of recently overturned earth, careful not to fall into the carefully dug hole. Eventually, some likely underpaid caretaker would replace the sod that had been cut away and plant grass seed when the sod didn’t grow uniformly, but it was too early for that. It was too early for a headstone, too.
I froze slightly as I heard the scuffling of feet behind me and then relaxed as I recognized the shuffling, limping gait. “You should be resting,” I murmured as he sat down beside me.
“And you shouldn’t?”
I glanced at him, his cuts and bruises looking more pronounced, more ominous in the twilight blanketing the cemetery. Though, I was sure I didn’t look any better. That thought was confirmed as he reached out to touch my face then let his hand fall away.
“Your mom made supper,” he said, as if trying to bridge the growing distance between us.
“I’m not hungry.”
“When’s the last time you ate anything?”
I shrugged and stared into the darkening hole.
He reached for me. “Cass–”
“No!” I stumbled to my feet. “Don’t! They’re putting our baby in a hole tomorrow. This hole. I don’t fucking care about food. I don’t care about any one of the well-meaning lasagnas stuffed into the freezer by our well-meaning friends. I don’t care if I starve because at least I won’t be here without her.”
His battered face crumpled and he sagged as if someone had opened a valve and let all of the air out of him. “I’m so sorry. I tried to get us out of the way. I tried,” he murmured. I wasn’t sure if he was talking to himself or me. But then he looked up at me, utterly stricken. “I tried to take the impact on my side of the car, but I couldn’t get it to turn in time. I couldn’t get it to turn.”
My heart pounded, practically thrashing its way out of my chest as the sounds of crunching metal and breaking glass filled my head, replacing the harsh gasping breaths of my husband, and over it all, I heard the tiny gurgle of sound that would be the last noise our little girl would ever make.
I sank down into the cool grass behind him and wrapped my arms around him and gave in to the sobs building in my throat.
“I promised I’d always be there to protect her.”
I tightened my grip around him despite the pain I knew we were both feeling, and he covered my hands with his. He’d done the best he could. I knew he had.
“I know I failed you both, but please don’t let go. I can’t lose you, too.”
I shook my head, unable to form words as the growing darkness swallowed us. I’d hold on to him. I’d hold on forever.
That’s it for me, today. Here are the other stories. Kris, Siobhan, Deelylah, and Jess.
0 thoughts on “Flash Fiction #60 – Ghosts That We Knew”
Gut-wrenching. And beautiful. You know this stuff is life to me. Loved it. Great job. 🙂
Thank you, baby! I love that you love the angst. 😉
*sniffle* Yes. Absolutely gut-wrenching. Well done.
Thanks, Dee! 🙂
Such strength in both of them to turn to each other. Great flash, Bronwyn.
Thanks, Siobhan! 🙂
Dear Lord. It took a while for me to get to these but damn. All the sadness… ever. Great job, honey.