Bronwyn Green

The Corner of Quirky & Kinky

This bird is my Patronus.

So, I’m not really big on risk-taking, really. I like to be comfy. I like warm sweaters and toasty slippers. I like cwtching up under blankets and reading books. I like tea and toast. I like rainy autumn days.

I guess I’m basically a hobbit. I think that explains everything, because I also like second breakfast. And elevensies.

But anyway, like I said, I’m not into risks. Which isn’t to say I haven’t done stupid things that were also risky. But typically, I only realize the risks after I escape certain death. (Crossing the Mackinac Bridge about 45 minutes before the poor driver of the Yugo was blown over the side in her car, hiking on the rock formation that makes up Devil’s Wash Tub on a high wind/heavy wave day, driving through a stretch of road that Lake Superior was in the process of washing out at the time. All risks–all stupid as fuck because I am so, so bad at math.)

But, I guess I’ve also taken some intentional risks, though they’ve mostly been the emotional kind. Like this whole writing gig. No, not all of my books are written from personal experiences–I’m not out banging ghosts or lesser known Celtic deities, or killing vampires, or dealing with bad tempered Scottish authors who look like Aidan Turner. Though, I’d totally sign up for that one. But I think there are always elements of every writer in the stories they tell. I think that someone who knows me decently could easily pick out the bits and pieces of me that end up in any given character.

A lot of writers have a cool public persona. I hate to disappoint anyone, but I’m not one of them. What you see is what you get. Mostly, because I don’t have the time or energy to cultivate anything else. You either like me or you don’t. And that’s absolutely fine. I don’t imagine that I’m everyone’s cup of tea, and I’m okay with that. After all, not everyone is my cup of tea, either. But it is a bit of a risk to put myself, my feelings, my opinions, my whatever, out here like this on the regular.

But here’s the the thing, even though sometimes I feel awkward and exposed and self-conscious, the benefits outweigh the risks. Depending on the prompt and what I’m motivated to write about on any given day, some posts end up working as an online journal. Some posts end up being therapy where I learn new things about myself/life/etc. And some posts end up forging connections and friendships, and those are things that I wouldn’t trade for anything.

If I hadn’t taken the risk to pursue publication and put myself out here, awkward weirdness and all,  I never would have met so many of my fantabulous friends. Absolutely amazing people that I only get to see once or twice a year. Some even less than that. Some that I haven’t met IRL yet,  and some I may never meet physically. But these are all people who are very dear to me, and I’m grateful for all of you.

Being oneself as unapologetically as possible isn’t always comfortable, but the risks are more than worth it when the result is the friendship and camaraderie of some of the best people I’ve ever encountered. In addition to a career that I love, I got a tribe that I love just as much, if not more. No, more. Writing wouldn’t be half as much fun without you. So, I’ll probably continue to do stupid shit and realize later it was risky, but I’ll also keep on taking this particular risk. The gains are too great not to.

Be sure to check out Jessica and Paige’s risky behavior, too.

0 thoughts on “What I Gained–or Lost–by Taking a Risk

  1. Awwwww… you Bron, and we’re SO happy you decided to pursue this writerly thing! I think you’re awesome, and I used to love your ‘Riding in Cars With Boys’ segments! Plus your various adventures!

    1. Bronwyn says:

      *HUGE HUGS* I’m so glad I did, too. And I actually miss those car rides. 🙂

  2. Pansy Petal says:

    Oh wow! This brought tears. You are an inspiration! Thank you for taking the risk! BTW – I love your patronus!

    1. Bronwyn says:

      *HUGS YOU TIGHT* It made me a little teary to write. OMG that bird. I don’t know who made it, but I love whoever it was.

  3. Back at you, kiddo.
    Wearing that charm bracelet was a risk to everyone around you.🏹
    Love you bunches (of 🥕) 🐇

    1. Bronwyn says:

      LOL! And sometimes, it still is! 😀 <3

  4. Kris Norris says:

    Shine you crazy little diamond. Shine! And you know I love you.

  5. Alex Kourvo says:

    I’ve always looked up to you. I admire your emotional intelligence. Feelings are hard, yo! But you’ve always been honest about yours and you taught me so much about keeping it real.

    1. Bronwyn says:

      Thank you, honey. That means so much to me. <3 *HUGS YOU TIGHT*

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